| Location | Mottingham |
| Age | 12 years |
| Date of Birth | 2/1996 |
| Date of Death | 2/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,397 since 23/02/2008 |
| Creator |
steven jaecock
tragically taken away after his 12th birthday. leaving his mum and brother danny distraught.
steven was hit by a car in elmstead lane mottingham, on the 31st january 2008. he had so much fight in him but after 8 days he could fight no more.
he got his wish and became an organ doner, so at least steven is going to live on. god bless you babe and shine down bright on all of us.
on the 29th of february 2008, we said goodbye to my friend.
he had lots of beautiful flowers and i could not count how many people were there as there was so many.the words that were spoken and the songs that were played were lovely and when i hear the songs which were played it makes me sad , but also they remind me of my mate stevie.
SENT WITH SO MUCH LOVE FROM HALINA AND HER ANGELS XXXXXX
5TH JAN.2010
No Footprints
I've listened to the "footprints" poem
a million times or more
Of how when only one set shows
upon the sandy shore
It is the Lord carrying us
and taking on our load
And His are the only set
of footprints that showed.
But what if when we look
there are no footprints to be found?
All we see is plain and simple
sand upon the ground.
No imprints showing that our Lord
is carrying us through life
Helping us when we feel
we can not handle all this strife.
Where is my Lord now that I've fallen
and can't seem to get back up?
So tired and lonely
trying to deal with what seems
an overflowing cup.
Where are those footprints
in the sand
to tell me He's right there?
Helping me with problems
and showing that He really does care.
Does He have favorites, OH NO,
please tell me that's not so!
By why does life seem easier
for some people that I know?
And sometimes I just scream out loud
although it seems in vain,
but often it gets harder each day
to deal with all this pain.
And then it dawned on me
as I realize how simple could it be.
I wonder why I was so blind
that I truly did not see.
It must have been a lightning bolt
that one day gave me light,
Cause out of the clear blue sky,
I finally regained my sight.
I saw a fluffy white cloud
shaped like an Angel dear.
That helped me to understand
and see things oh so clear,
That when I saw no footprints
and so often wondered why,
My Lord carried me on Angel wings,
when He decided to fly.
(by LyndyAngel)
SENT WITH SO MUCH LOVE FROM HALINA AND HER ANGELS XXXXXX
5TH JAN.2010
My wonderful nephew...
What is there to be said about Stevie that hasn't already been said a thousand times already... He is one of the most genuine, generous, funny, intelligent, caring, loving, friendly, bonkers, sensible and amazing people that this world has ever had upon it. The void that has been left with his passing is beyond measure and can never be filled. I am not a particularly religious or spiritual person, but I do feel that I have a piece of his essence with me wherever I go. What that means... I don't honestly know... but I feel it there, always. I am so very proud to have been blessed with knowing Stevie, as I am his little brother Danny. I miss him so very much that sometimes I wonder if the pain will ever go away - but at least through this feeling, I know that I am alive and that Stevie would want me to live each day to the fullest.
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GODBLESS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE WEEK.
MY BABY BROTHERS DAVID VIDA ANGEL DAY 23 OCTOBER.I WILL BE BACK AS NORMAL IN A WEEKS TIME.
How We Survive
If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.
If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.
Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.
One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.
So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.
Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.
And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.
Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...
The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.
And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.
We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.
And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.
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- Mark Rickerby
THE ROSE BEYOND THE WALL
A rose once grew
Where all could see
Sheltered beside a garden wall
And as the days passed swiftly by
It spread its branches staight and tall
One day,a beam of light
Shone through a crevice
That opened wide
The rose bent gently
Towards its warmth
Then passed beyond
To the other side
Now,you who deeply feel its loss
Be comforted the rose blooms there
Its beauty even greater now
Nurured by Gods own loving care
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goodmorning beautiful angel,i will be away for the week.look down on your loved ones,stay close by.i will hold you in my heart,never far away.you have become my family now.i will talk to you when i get back.please tell my angels up there,i love them and miss them.Until its my turn ,can you look after my angels for me.thank you precious angel.
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thank you to your loving EARTH family looking after my angels,thank you so much for all they do.love always halina and her angels xxxxxxxxxx22 october 09
♥═══♥ HOMEWARD BOUND ♥═══♥love always halina xxxx
The Lord woke up this morning with so much work to do
so many plans He has to make before the day is through.
He gathers all his angels. They stand close by his side
as each receive their saintly chores they spread their wings and fly.
The Lord looked up and realized his angels all were gone.
With so much work still left to do, He'd hire a new one on.
A million applications now lie upon his desk.
He reads each one so carefully until he finds the best.
Someone with all the qualities it takes to keep their faith.
Someone who seemed to always have a smile upon their face.
Someone who always tried to give a hand to those in need.
Unselfish love was all he knew, no room was left for greed.
And now the Lord has made his choice. He'll come for him today.
With wings that God alone can give, He smiles and flies away.
A single, fallen feather lies softly on the ground.
A sign sent down from heaven, Angel wings are homeward bound.
(Author Unknown)
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If I Should Go SENT FROM LOVE HALINA XXXXXX
17OCTOBER 2009
If I should go tomorrow
It would never be goodbye,
For I have left my heart with you,
So don’t you ever cry.
The love that’s deep within me,
Shall reach you from the stars,
You’ll feel it from the heavens,
And it will heal the scars.
Author Unknown
love halina xx
In Time of Sorrow…
May you see God’s light on the path ahead
When the road you walk is dark.
May you always hear,
Even in your hour of sorrow,
The gentle singing of the lark.
When times are hard may hardness
Never turn your heart to stone,
May you always remember
when the shadows fall—
You do not walk alone.
♥ღ♥ My Angel ♥ღ♥ LOVE HALINA X
♥ღ♥ You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I miss you a lot
And I wish you could have stayed,
But I thought
It's better for you, so I prayed.
And I keep praying
And thinking
But also crying
And leaking.
It was tearing me apart
Before I actualy knew
Through those golden gates
Those angel guards were you.
You were everything
That you could possibly be
And now that I think of it
Why was I only thinking about me?
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I see
You watching over me
And hear
You speaking to me
I won't
Give up and not care
I will
Move on and be fair.
As I think about you
I might be sad for a while
But as I think again My Angel
I see your happy smile
Smiling down at me
Through the clouds
And through the sky
I've left the ground
And just died.
I'm coming to be with you
And God, too
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above ♥ღ
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU DO FOR MY ANGELS AND I,YOUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS IN MY LOVING PRAYERS.
LOVE ALWAYS FROM HALINA AND ALL HER ANGELS,H.HAVE A PEACFUL WEEKEND.TAKECARE ,BACK MONDAY .
I WILL BE AWAY FROM 23rd OCTOBER 09.IT WILL BE MY BABY BROTHER,DAVID VIDA ANGEL DAY 23rd OCTOBER.GOING TO LONDON,TO COMFERT MY MUM,NAN,FAMILY, AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH MY ANGELS,AT THEIR GARDENS IN LONDON.BACK AS NORM WHEN I GET BACK.XXXXXXXXX
By Mystykka Mysterious
SENT BY HALINA XXXXXXXXX
If I Should Go SENT FROM LOVE HALINA XXXXXX
17OCTOBER 2009
If I should go tomorrow
It would never be goodbye,
For I have left my heart with you,
So don’t you ever cry.
The love that’s deep within me,
Shall reach you from the stars,
You’ll feel it from the heavens,
And it will heal the scars.
Author Unknown
love halina xx
In Time of Sorrow…
May you see God’s light on the path ahead
When the road you walk is dark.
May you always hear,
Even in your hour of sorrow,
The gentle singing of the lark.
When times are hard may hardness
Never turn your heart to stone,
May you always remember
when the shadows fall—
You do not walk alone.
♥ღ♥ My Angel ♥ღ♥ LOVE HALINA X
♥ღ♥ You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I miss you a lot
And I wish you could have stayed,
But I thought
It's better for you, so I prayed.
And I keep praying
And thinking
But also crying
And leaking.
It was tearing me apart
Before I actualy knew
Through those golden gates
Those angel guards were you.
You were everything
That you could possibly be
And now that I think of it
Why was I only thinking about me?
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I see
You watching over me
And hear
You speaking to me
I won't
Give up and not care
I will
Move on and be fair.
As I think about you
I might be sad for a while
But as I think again My Angel
I see your happy smile
Smiling down at me
Through the clouds
And through the sky
I've left the ground
And just died.
I'm coming to be with you
And God, too
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above ♥ღ
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU DO FOR MY ANGELS AND I,YOUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS IN MY LOVING PRAYERS.
LOVE ALWAYS FROM HALINA AND ALL HER ANGELS,H.HAVE A PEACFUL WEEKEND.TAKECARE ,BACK MONDAY .
I WILL BE AWAY FROM 23rd OCTOBER 09.IT WILL BE MY BABY BROTHER,DAVID VIDA ANGEL DAY 23rd OCTOBER.GOING TO LONDON,TO COMFERT MY MUM,NAN,FAMILY, AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH MY ANGELS,AT THEIR GARDENS IN LONDON.BACK AS NORM WHEN I GET BACK.XXXXXXXXX
By Mystykka Mysterious
SENT BY HALINA XXXXXXXXX
sent by Halina and her Angels,GodBless beautiful Angel.you will always be in my heart.love for your family xx 15 oct 09
Just to Hear You Say I Love You
He left me & I lost a big part of me.
I'd go to hell & back over & over again
Just to hear you say I love you one last time
You were my everything
You were that special one
You were one in a million
I'm missing you
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss
I need to feel you holding me
I need & I want to feel your touch one last time
God took you away from me
It seems he needed an angel
I'd cry for you
I'd even take your place in heaven
Because I love you
What did I do to deserve this
My life will never be the same without you
I miss you
I miss your touch
I miss your love
Its hard for me to tell you how
Much I love you as I'm standing over your grave
Why did you have to go
Why couldn't you just stay
I miss you
I'd do anything just to hear you say I love you one last time
By sandra estrada
As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know
I’m Not Gone So Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed
I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below
So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere.
love always beautiful angel,love aways halina xxxxxxxxxx
steven xxxxxxxx
A magic moment I Remember…
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish,
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up - you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.
Pushkin
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND BEAUTIFUL ANGEL,SENDING SO MUCH LOVE,LOVE ALWAYS HALINA .2 OCTBER 09 XXX
Guardian Angel
At times when I am feeling sad
and think that no one cares,
I feel the vibrations of your wings
and know that you are here.
I then feel your tender touch
as you enfold me with His Love.
A yearning prayer has come to earth,
sent down from Father above.
I can never deny your presence.
You fill my heart with song.
All sad thoughts simply disappear,
knowing that I am not alone.
You loan me strength when I give out.
And you raise my courage up.
I can face my troubles head-on
Mortal thanks is not enough.
I will live each day I have
in humbleness and in prayer.
With heartfelt words I'll write
and with all others, share.
~� Lottie Ann Knox~
LOVE HALINA XXX
GODBLESS PRECIOUS ANGEL,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND MISSED.ALWAYS IN OUR HEART FOR EVER.LOVE ALWAYS TO YOU AND OUR FAMILY,LOVE AND HUGS,MUMMY X AND ANGELS XX
Light a Candle
Light a candle for those we mourn.
Into a new life they will be born.
Do not look for them at the gravesite.
They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light.
They have gone to a new world where there is no darkness, no pain.
Their light and essence will always remain.
Light a candle for those who have left this mortal place.
They are free to travel through time and space.
When we think of them, they are near.
When we sit in a beautiful garden. Their voices we hear.
When we listen to a divine symphony,
We close our eyes, their faces we see.
Light a candle for they have not really gone.
With each flickering flame, in your hearts they will always belong.
� A.Pell 24/08/2005
LOVE ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL,GODBLESS ,NEVER FORGOTTON,LOVE ALWAYS HALINA AND HER ANGELS XXX 30TH SEPT.09
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